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[Verse 1]
I’m too fucked up
Don’t know where I’m going
Every left turn
Felt like I was chosen
By the worst of me
Voices in the corridor
Laugh when I pray
Tell me I’m a fraud again

It’s been rough nights
Face down on the carpet
Tears in my phone screen
Typing then I discard it
Tell ’em I’m fine
Say I’m just tired again
When I’m drowning
Man
I’m drowning again

[Chorus]
I booked a ticket to hell
Just to feel something else
Said I’m tryna get well
But I’m at war with myself
I don’t even understand
What’s living in my head anymore
Yeah it’s killing me inside
And I keep whispering
(I need more, I need more)
(I need more, I need more)

[Verse 2]
Demons run laps
Round my mind like a track meet
They say I changed
’Cause I move a little past ’em
Truth is I’m just
Chillin in my lane
Same old scars
Same old shame

It’s gettin harder and harder
Every sunrise hurts
Every mirror feels cursed
Every hug feels worse
’Cause they think they know
But they don’t see the war
How I’m begging my chest
Just to beat a little more

[Chorus]
I booked a ticket to hell
Just to feel something else
Said I’m tryna get well
But I’m at war with myself
I don’t even understand
What’s living in my head anymore
Yeah it’s killing me inside
And I keep whispering
(I need more, I need more)
(I need more, I need more)

[Bridge]
More than this bottle
More than this smoke
More than these nights
Where I sit and choke
On the words I don’t say
On the pain I hoard
If there’s a way back home
Show me one open door

[Chorus]
I booked a ticket to hell
Just to feel something else
Said I’m tryna get well
But I’m at war with myself
I don’t even understand
What’s living in my head anymore
Yeah it’s killing me inside
But under all of this roar
I know I’m still here
Still here
(And I need more, I need more)