My world

My bed turned cold by morning
Not even a memory
Just your ghostly outline
It felt like a burglary 

I call for you in my mind
The silence I hate
Your spot is still here
Your pillow still holds your shape 

I beg you back while wounds are recent
The open hole where my heart resided
The one you left packed at the door when you departed 

I refuse to let you go
Let you fall into my dreams
Let our love grow cold
This isn't how it's supposed to be 

The earth outside it still turns
But my world
My world it burns 

My nostrils still smell your perfume
I can't get rid of this sting
I've drank every bottle 
And tried everything 

Punching holes in the walls
Remembering who you are
Punching holes in my chest
Tearing out my heart 

I beg you back while wounds are recent
The open hole where my heart resided
The one you left packed at the door when you departed 

I refuse to let you go
Let you fall into my dreams
Let our love grow cold
This isn't how it's supposed to be 

The earth outside it still turns
But my world
My world it burns


My loneliness 
The screaming in my mind
My weaknesses 
I think this is it this time

I beg you back while wounds are recent
The open hole where my heart resided
The one you left packed at the door when you departed 

I refuse to let you go
Let you fall into my dreams
Let our love grow cold
This isn't how it's supposed to be 

The earth outside it still turns
But my world
My world it burns