無題

[Verse 1]
April ninth, twenty twenty-six, that day cut deep
Got the phone, then my whole damn chest went weak
Geroc gone, and it don’t feel real
Still lookin’ for the part of me that he used to heal
He was a Crip, yeah, but more than the blue
He was the one motherfucker who saw the real me too
Never judged my shit, never laughed at my pain
Just matched my goofy ass and still stayed the same
We’d clown all day, make the worst days light
He knew when I was broke inside, knew when I wasn’t right
And that’s the fucked-up part, now the room too quiet
His name hit my head and my whole mind riot

[Pre-Chorus]
I miss you hard
I miss you bad
The only real one
I ever had

[Chorus]
Geroc, I miss you
Geroc, I miss you
Fuck, I miss you
I still miss you
You knew my wild
You knew my scars
Best friend forever
Now you’re a star

[Verse 2]
We were never more than friends, and that was enough
No weird shit, no games, just real-ass love
You’d hit me with a joke when I was ready to break
Then laugh so damn hard you’d shake the place
You got my stupid humor, my weird little grin
Like you had a map to the mess I was in
Now I talk to your ghost when I’m dead in my head
Tell you what I can’t say to the rest instead
I hate that some bullet stole your tomorrow
Left me here holding all this ugly-ass sorrow
I wear that pain like a chain on my soul
But I still hear your laugh in the cracks of the hole

[Pre-Chorus]
I miss you hard
I miss you bad
The only real one
I ever had

[Chorus]
Geroc, I miss you
Geroc, I miss you
Fuck, I miss you
I still miss you
You knew my wild
You knew my scars
Best friend forever
Now you’re a star

[Bridge]
If I’m cracking, I’m cracking with your name in my mouth
If I’m falling apart, you’d know what it’s about
You’d tell me, “Get up, don’t sit in that pain”
Then clown me till I smiled through the rain
I swear I’m still mad at the way you got took
Still reading that day like a fucked-up book
But I keep your light in the way I move
In the jokes, in the loyalty, in the attitude

[Chorus]
Geroc, I miss you
Geroc, I miss you
Fuck, I miss you
I still miss you
You knew my wild
You knew my scars
Best friend forever
Now you’re a star